ok i so0o have a new crush! yeah im not going to say who of course that would be weird for me not you and yeah. ive known him for along time but i just recently got to really know him and hes really cool and i love hanging out with him. right now im at school this morning the power went out and i was hoping that we wouldnt have school cause i really wanted to sleep but that didnt happen did it cause im at school writing this. i cant believe i have crush b/c ive been hurt in so many relationships that i hate being in the but i really feel different about this one maybe its the guy maybe its how much ive changed b/c of those other relationships that meant so much whatever it is i totally like it i mean i just said like and totally together and thats just not me at all. my ex and i are on good terms i think and i really loved him and could have spent the rest of my life with him. maybe but ive learned to think that some relationships just dont last especially when your 16.