Lately, I have felt sad. I struggle to cry when I need to. Though I want to cry; my body fights it. When I do cry, my chest hurts, yet when my body fights it, my chest hurts then too.
I struggle to read my Bible! Tonight I read very little; I don't feel I could focus reading my Bible, and I had planned to read more whe I got home from going out with my parents, but I didn't read before midnight. Should I feel ashamed? No, I guess I shouldn't because I did read my Bible, but on the other hand, I do feel ashamed. Since my grandma passed away, it's been so hard to read my Bible. Can someone please write me messages and tell me that it's OK. That God understands what I am going through and that I just need time? Or am I being unfaithful to God because I have trouble reading my Bible when I should be reading it more at this time? Please send me a private message if you can or send me a comment and ask me to add you as a friend so you can send private messages. I need friends.
Tags: Family Loss Lonliness Sadness Faith Reading Bible
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