i just finished watching Passion Of The Chirst and i cried my eyes out ... i dont think i was ready for it but then again i dont think anyone is or will ever be ... i cant even speak im in shock .. i cant believe He did soooo much for us ... tortuered .. beaten ... murdered .. it was sooo awful and He did that so we could live with Him for all of eternity .. it makes me feel soo guilty for my sin ... i couldnt tell myself it is just a movie ... because the truth is ... it really happened ... no matter how much people want to deny it ... it happened ... while watching i wanted to just jump into the movie or back in time and really hurt and stop the guys who were hurting Jesus ... then my dad reminded me ... we all do that ... everytime we sin ... we may not be the ones literally putting the nails into His hands, but we are the ones who dig them in harder ... Jesus also said not to hate your enimies ... love them and pray for them ... i thought back to so many times that i have had sooo much hurt and hatered run through my mind .. but that was when i should have been fogiving them ... even if they didnt want to be forgiven .. i dont want to be digging that nail farther than it already is ...

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