5 Months ago today my little brother Chris had his heavenly birthday. I miss him so much i ache. When does it stop hurting so badly?. Chris lost control on his motorcycle and was thrown into a tree. He had 7 children, 6 girls and a boy he adopted. I don't think it would be so hard if he hadn't struggled so much in his short life.  He just wanted a happy family of his own, but marrying someone he hardly knew turned into a big mess. It was if it was an arranged marriage.  I always wanted to protect him. He tried so hard to make that marriage work. Heather said she married Chris not because she loved him but because God told her to.  How many times have we heard that one... He only wanted to be loved.  They finally divorced, but Chris still tried.  I'm happy he is finally at peace with Jesus in heaven. In God's mercy, i think He said he had, had enough and took him home no more to struggle.

Held safely and lovingly in the arms of God, he's finally found what he's always searched for.

 Chris's first love, Julie and first daughter of 6, Laura. 20 years ago. Laura got to meet her other 5 sisters after Chris died. Heather has let her see them twice.

The beauty that came out this, Julie, Chris's first love got saved! Thank you Jesus. Our dad was in the hospitial with a major stroke when he got the news of Chris's passing. He had a massive heart attack.  If my stepmom had not been in the hosptial room with him, we would have lost him also. They brought him back with the heart paddles. There are only 2 doctors in the world that can do the surgery through the wrists, and one of them just happened to be at that hospital when it happened. Due to being on blood thinner from the stroke, he would have bleed to death if they went in through the main artery in the leg. Thank God for these two miracles in a weeks time. 

I lOVE you Chris, and will see you when i get there.

ALWAYS IN MY HEART~ SIS

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