I'm at one of my best friends house for a sleepover and the cats have tried to eat me alive one of them is sick and I feel really bad because every time he gets almost asleep he starts weezing and having a kitty spaz attack. I'm very excited about my Tampa trip but at the same time nervous for some unknown reason. I had fun running down the street with one of my best friends singing Fall Out Boy. Just because I'm crazy. But I dread and can't wait to get to school at the same time. I look foward to it because I can't wait to see what classes I have with my friends but I'm dreading it becuase I am pretty postive I'm the stupidest kid at my school. Everyone says I'm not but I make the terrible grades to prove it. My Mom always nags for me to try my best and I am but I just don't undestand it. I feel like I'm never going to use this but they always say I will. I' m only good at anything to do with English even though I still think my 6th grade English teacher had it in for me. I made a highschool writing level and a college reading level. I also made good grades in Spelling and Bible but they make those easy my teacher told us that. I only do bad in the I guess you could call inportant classes ; Math,Science,and Social Studies. I am thinking about going to sleep now. I don't know. Rae Rae