my Lord, i am very sleepy tonight and i fear i will not be able to say to You all the things i want You to hear if i lay my head down.  thank you infinitely for being The God You are.  how is it that You would love me so much that You would give up Your love, Your son, Yourself, just for me? i am utterly amazed.  You are just magnificant!

i thank You so much for moving heaven and earth to save me and that You actually care how i feel and that the ebb and flow of my heart means something to You.  thank You for listening to me. thank You for The Comforter You place inside me when i cannot draw breath and the tears block my vision.  thank You for that on those days i can't take it and i just pray You burst in the door and wrap Your arms around me.  I love You Jesus.

I pray Your will be done in my life without my objection.  transform me daily into what i'm supposed to be.  Take care of the bullock family in this time of need.  thank You for a successful surgery.  i pray you grab hold of Makayla through this and never let her go.  turn her heart into one which only desires to please and glorify You in everything she does.

i pray that You can turn me into the person she could love again.  i know that You love her infinitely more than i ever could and i pray that if nothing else, i can represent You to her to show her Your love even if she never wants mine again.  whatever the outcome, Your will be done!

i ask all this in the name of Jesus.  amen

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