I wish I could get a handle on my physical and emotional pain, instead of being mocked by my husband, he of all people should understand after all he is a pwychiatrist instead he uses his knowledge to abuse me emotionally. He definitely has me pinned down. I am so sad to have to go it alone yet I know I have comfort from my friends here on JCFaith and I want to express my gratitude for that. It helps when I am on the computer instead of along and bearing the pain. But I am at loss on what to do with my life, I am too poor to leave him so I am pinned down. And he is on disabilaty like I am. I am just writing tonight because I can't stand the burden alone all of the time. My daughter got me out of the house yesterday, I adore her. I am carless and trapped in here by myself or most of the day with him yelling at me because he can't stand that we are both on disability. I could use some comfort. Thanks for being my friends in all of this.