I know its only been 2 days, but I really miss her. I know god has his plans, but sometimes it feels like everything goes wrong at once. All I know is I truly thought she'd be the one. She meant everything to me, but I guess some things just don't happen like you wish they would. I don't regret meeting her one bit, she was the best thing I had goin' for me in a long time. I loved her and always will. If she changed her mind and wanted to start dating again, I'd do it in a heartbeat. I just don't understand life sometimes, I guess I never really will, but you gotta take it as it comes.
Josh
May 09, 2007