The past 13 months I have been going through alot, the enemy has been attacking me from all kinds of angles and through so many different areas in my life.And sometimes I felt like throwing in the towel and just giveing up trying all togather, but deep inside I knew I had someone who really cared what happened to me and what I was going through, and sometimes I still felt like I was all alone even though I had my sister and her husband here and my friends I still felt alone and lost and didnt know what to do.I would pray and pray and I felt like God wasnt listening to me and I thought God had left me to deal with the enemy by myself.But to come and found out God was with me and he wanted to see what I would do if I would pass the test and stand and make it through. There was times I wanted to give up and walk away and just give up and there are some days that I still feel like just giving up, but I know I serve a mighty God and He will see me through every situation that I go through no matter how hard the situation might be He is right by my side and he hears my cry when I pray Lord I dont think I can make it through this situation it is getting to hard for me and I want to give up Lord show me what to do and how to handle this problem, I feel like I'm going to have a nervous brake down and all I do is cry and I cant eat or sleep Lord please help me make it through I cant make it alone and the enemy attack is getting strong and I feel like I'm getting weaker and I feel like I'm going to give into the enemy and do whatever I have to do to end this pain I'm going through and the hurt they put me through and I feel like I dont want to go on. And the Lord was preparing me for something that I kept running from and showing me that I could make it through the test and trials I was going through.And then the Lord had me read the whole book of Daniel from chapter one to the whole book of Daniel, Daniel was running away from God and what God wanted Daniel to, and the same with me I was running away what God wanted me to do. The last few months the Lord has lay on my heart to pray for our young people and then I was told I would have a buiding that I would be helping our young people and counseling them.And the Lord told me I want you to be a youth pastor. And the past eight months I have been going through probems with my teenage daughter and she is only 15 years old and she a pretty young lady and I had sent her to California to be with my neice and to start over and have a fresh start because she was haing problems here and my neice said she would help April in every way she could, all April had to do was go to school and come home and do her chores and that is it and my neice would do anything for my daughter and when she graduate from highschool she would have a car waiting for her and a laptop computer but my daughter couldnt do that because she was on her own page she would go to school but that would be all she didnt get no grade or no credit because she wasnt doing nothing to get a grade or credit because she was to busy running away or stealing. I had to get money togather to go out to California to go get her, and a friend of my got the money for me and I was out there for a week and I was told that because I had to go too the school she was attending that they wanted to meet with me and that was all a lie.For those 8 months I cried and lost alot of weight becasue of my daughter and she dont care, because since she been bac she has tried to do the same thing and I have caught her in lies and everything. A week ago she was with my nephew and his wife and she was fine for the first day and my nehews wife was so happy to have her over the next day se was fine and that night she waited until they went to sleep and slipped out and went inside this guys car and I knew who it was I called the guys job and everything I called the police and the guy she was with said APRIL had just called him and gave me the address where she was at, and I'm so glad the Lord gave us the gift of discernment because I knew my daughter was lieing and I knew the guy was lieing to me and the kept to that the story they were saying and I went up to his job and told him to stay away from my daughter and to not call her on the phone, if he did he was going to jail and be locked up and he would be register as a sex offender preying on unladys at the ages from 14 to 15 and the guy is 30 years old. Our young people need our help and our prayers because they are on the verge of destruction and eternity of hell forever.Please pray for our young people they are our future and the rate they are going with drugs and gangs and sex they are killing themselves. I ask you to pray for me as I take this step the Lord is leading me as a youth pastor.THEY NEED OUR LOVE AND SUPPORT SO PLEASE PRAY FOR OUR YOUNG PEOPLE.