Every day I sit and listen to my wife crying in pain. I try to hold her but sometimes it is even too painful for her to be touched. The cold weather combined with the lack of sunlight has really taken a toll on her this year. We seriously need to move to a warmer climate but the funds to do so are not available. I feel like I have really let her down in this respect. I work every day but the job does not pay enough to be able to save anything and if I were to take a job outside of the home I would have to hire someone to sit with her. I am feeling like I am in a no win situation.