I'm sick...having heart issues...or atleast they think it's heart issues...Anyway, I've spent a lot of Christmas break having tests run, nothing's come up yet and I feel miserable...reallllly miserable...like I could puke up the entirety of my organ system...I have a terrible pressure in my chest, like if I move my heart will explode...I spent New Year's eve in the ER because my heart rate was at 170 and I'd just been sitting in a chair...I can't breathe, I can't eat, I can't sleep...my mind is racing 100 miles a minute and I wish someone would just shut it off and I won't allow myself to find comfort in God for various strange reasons...mostly, I'm suddenly afraid of death...
Will you all please pray for me?