Shawshank Redemption, The Green Mile, Jaws, Forest Gump, Matrix Series, Pretty Woman, The Incredible Journey, Born Free, The Sound of Music.

Old Hymns, Classical Guitar, some Classical music, ColdPlay, Dido, Madonna, Keane, middle of the road 70's music. Paul Simon, (I will add more when I think of it)

Painting, reading the bible, colouring in, drawing, walking the dog, photography.

The Bible I find I can't read any books at the moment because of the depression accept the Bible. I do read little verses of encouragement about friendship, thanks, devotionals really. I used to be an avid reader.

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I'm a mixture of a person. I suffer from depression and have done for a long time. I was abused as a child but blocked it from my memory for over 40 years. God is healing me now. It is difficult and sometimes it feels like ten steps back and one forward. I am learning to trust again which is hard. I know without doubt that God will never leave me nor forsake me but this has took a long time to learn because I was abandoned for so long by family and friends. I find it hard to have relationships and have to take my time. My best friend now has known me for 10 years. It has taken that long for me to trust her but I do and she loves me and I love her. I got married last year to Ray and it's hard for me but God is helping me all the time. He never gives up on me. Even if I ignore God because I cope with his love He never gives up on me. But I have found I can trust Him and He always waits for me. I know He loves me. I could not live without Him. I make a lot of mistakes and my thought patterns are not good because of the abuse. But year by year it gets better. On the one hand I am a child and have to grow up and on the other I am a smart woman. It is very confusing to me. One day I will be made whole. I wait for that and trust God for my healing. It is happening every day so that is good. I love my dog Cindy who has been a gift from God. She is joyful all the time. She waits for me. Smiles at me. Loves being near me. She is faithful and is so very loving. She is all the things God is. She was the beginning of my healing. I was always afraid of dogs and was abused along with animals. I get upset easily.

I like colours, people that care and listen to what I'm saying. Bringing encouragement to others. Buying presents for people. Flowers, nature, dogs, animals. I like funny things that make me laugh. I like picking wild flowers. I like sitting on cliff tops looking out to sea with my dog and praying to God. I like ice cream the whippy kind. I like chocolate but I eat too much really. I like Capuccino coffee. I like water it is so calming. I like birds and watching them fly. I like all different kinds of dogs they love to play. I love the shade not the sun and walking hrough beautiful trees with the sunlight coming through. I love storms and lightening and crashing waves I see God in this and wonder what he thinks. I love volcanoes and mountain tops. I love snow because it is all clean and white.

Anyone putting pressure on me and using me. Hate any cruelty to children and animals.