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I first got saved when I was 6 years old. My dad lead me to the lord. after that its been a long hard battle. Sometimes I rededicated my life. When I was 19 I rededicated my life for the last time. I figured if the lord hasn't saved me by now, then it's a loss cause. I do my best to follow him, in an imperfect Body and world. Back when I was in school, people didn't like me at all. Or it seemed. I endured a whole year of having things thrown at me, and people tripped me in the hallways, and hit me in the head with books. Wrote on the back of my neck with a pen. stole my stuff, and had my things trashed. When I was a junior guys took my things, and burnt my macanical pencels in half. and they smashed my stuff too and that was at the EACC... when I was like 18 years old. I don't think a lot of people understand me, untill they know what happened to me. Even today, the things that I went through back then still haunts me. However Jesus forgives people of their sins, is a real merical in of it's self! I really wonder If I will ever truly get over it. Sometimes, I think I'm going to end up in hell, just cause of the way my life has been heading. But I accepted Christ, and I choose to put my salvation in his hands.
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